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Twisted Fate in Competition

2010-04-29T08:41:00.000-07:00

I have had this kind of goal to acheive or reach before 25, which I will be in 2 years.
One of them is to win a competition, it doesn't matter even if its consolation, if consolation exist.

Maybe I haven't learnt the true meaning of competition or I have been too half hearted about it.
I'm good but I'm never good enough. Especially in certain entries I'm really proud with or have confident in.

So far, competitions I joined gets me to the First round but filtered out easily in Final round.

1. Adobe Design ( for students )
2. Piala Seri Endon
3. Malaysia Footwear Design Competition.

So, I would like to blame the first one on the printing. Therefore fails the final round. Or that the idea doesn't link very well unless malaysian, or so i thought.

And for the second one which sucked my savings dry for trying it. I dont blame it. I think I did well, just that I made myself think that its not my forte that I didn't win anything.

For the last one....I personally think that I did everything I could, presented it well ( although someone did bring their laptop with them showing the judge pictures of the process -well, who is one of the winner in my category ). So of course he would have an upper hand doing so which I don't think that should be why my entry should be eliminated. Another burns money into the shoes...figuratively speaking. So, I lose on idea or money? I dont know. Cant figure it out. I know that sometimes, it doesn't mean effort must pay.

Disappointment. It hits me hard in the head. It shatters my pride, my one year long experience in the industry. Not to mean anything bad, but didn't this position makes me no different that other amateurs? I feel sick thinking about it. Its as if I failed the subject I studied extra hard in my SPM.

Or perhaps, its to give me a lesson, to make me realise things don't always, or rather, never really go your way. Or to train me to not give up after this fall. Or if I win, it might destroy me. I might get too arrogant. I don't know. But I'm trying to figure out

Some say looks like spices jar for deco

2010-04-24T20:07:00.001-07:00

Competition shoes. The picture is so artsy fartsy...lol
But very well taken, considering the bad lighting in the room.
Picture courtesy Mr. Choo.
Result is not out yet though...

Went to bowling yesterday with Ashlei and her friends. I'm like having bowling crash course with 4 games in a row. Thank you Ashlei for inviting...

Next time I'll bring you go paintball, k? haha

Adorablility

2010-03-10T05:38:00.001-08:00

I'll admit I dont even know if the word for the title existed.

But its good enough to describe this!

not mine though...

*squeals*

Left of Right

2010-03-08T03:23:00.000-08:00

Nowadays, it has always been once in a blue moon post.

And posts without pictures.

Oh...there you go, new facebook profile pic.

There have been lots going on in 2010 despite having it just passed 2 months.

Well, I've been to paintball during CNY and got myself some bruises....

I am now a fangirl!!! ( though I think I'm too old for that...but nevermind )

There's this primary schoolers gathering ( which i didnt attend since i'm sick )

Went to HK for the 2nd time and smelled and tasted what it feels like to have winter as a season.

Got my first ever bonus!

Got myself a lot of freelances.

Getting used to being busy.

Going for lesser movies. This year so far only 3 movies, ok? (when I used to watch at least 1 a week )

I have been trying to lay out future plans.
So far the plan is...

Since the earth is going to be destroyed real soon....
going to see the world is important. Haha...

Plan to have some achievements...
But who decides whats achievements and whats not

Buck up real hard, set some expectation for oneself, win a competition or something like that.
Have some really serious planning, pack up and go overseas to secure a job with some good reputation in the industry.

or

If let say you manage to drink 5 litre of waters a day, thats considered an achievement, no?
Or finish a new drama in a weekend.

Sigh, my thoughts are at war.

I want, I dont.
Contemplating on what should i go after.
Achievements? or be happy?
Or be happy to have achievements?
Or to achieve happiness?

This 2 years, it seems like it is not going anywhere.
I might have crawled a little...though...

When i thought i need to do something productive in the weekends,
immediately the motivation died down...as soon as i thought of doing it.

Thing is I lack patience...to do anything that is.

And to think that everything is interesting and worth a try.

Like I dont want to become a designer anymore. I want to pick up new language and become a translator. Or learn make up and become a make up artist. Maybe I could join a singing audition. Perhaps I like something else better....like a nanny or something. Oh....I should've tried to become news broadcaster.

To be frank, I'm greedy. I dont get why one should stick to doing something for more than half their lifetime to live. When most of the time people dont like what they are doing.

Ok.

If any of you were to choose something you like doing and something you are good at doing, what would you choose?

Chinese New Year

2010-02-12T19:25:00.000-08:00

As one year passed after one, Chinese New Year has not been very exciting anymore...
This year is going to be a good year i suppose.
It kinda started well.

I been a long time since my last post. Probably because of the freelance SOS that I sent out so I have been quite busy earning money.

Last minute shopping as usual, and finally got something that's not black, to wear on the first day of Chinese New Year. Shopped for my mom and sis as well...I am missing a pair of flats.

A lot going on, a lot to do...

change bed sheet, mop the floor, clean the fan, wash the yard, vacuum the car, tidy my room, cook reunion dinner.....

Dont think its possible for me to finish it before night time.

Happy Valentines for all the love birds...
too bad first day of CNY falls on Valentines...
Hahaha....

I will make more time to blog...
Thats my CNY resolution

Freelance

2010-01-01T23:44:00.000-08:00

I need to start freelancing.
Both graphic and shoes design are fine.

Anyone?

Counting missing toes

2009-12-31T00:39:00.000-08:00

Its been quite a long year in debts.
Travelling, investing in competitions and some silly unexpected money wasting method i used. Well, accidentally.

To sum it up, its not a very good year but still pulled through it.

But its quite a nice way to end it watching the best movie in 2009.

As of today, I wouldn't want to be in a sardin kind of situation to watch some fireworks.
Call me an old lady...i dont mind. I do act like one.

I would prefer to knit (although i dont know how) watching soap operas.
Call me boring...i dont mind. I'm one hell of a bored person.

Today is the last day of the year. Last Thursday of the year....
A few hours away from year 2010.

Nothing to anticipate anymore...I should spend more time finding anticipations.
Besides catching up every movies i missed when i'm in debts.
Catching up with friends, maybe?

Maybe I could stare at my bellybutton for a long long time.
Or should i try to learn some new tricks to impress my dog.

Hair needs some shaping.

I feel like I have been looking into the same person every morning for too long a time.
I started to feel nauseaus.

And i have a dog here licking my screen...cool huh...

MFDC SemiFinal

2009-12-16T05:41:00.000-08:00

Its been a slowdown in posting and to keep the blog somehow...alive.
Life hasn't been very interesting for me though. However,

The result for Malaysian Footwear Design Competition semifinal is out today.

There's a total of 12 entries from 5 people from my company who entered.

May (shoes + graphic designer) = 3 ladies fashion entries.
2 ladies evening entries.
1 ladies casual entry.

Jen (senior shoe designer) = 1 ladies fashion entry.
2 ladies evening entries.

Jo (fashion designer) = 1 ladies evening entry.

JoonMing (graphic designer) = 1 men fashion entry.

Saiful (accessories designer) = 1 ladies fashion entries.

Entries highlighted in red failed to make it to the semifinals.

However, entries highlighted in green are all IN.

5 of us managed to get to the semi and will need to prepare for sourcing and prototyping the shoes drawn.

Root for us!

Check out my shoes entries drawing here!

Its cold these days

2009-12-03T23:05:00.000-08:00

It has been a long long while since i've last blogged. Busy with batik competition that has already over by now. Busy with trying to make more money with beading dresses from my company.

All in all, I have slowly transformed to a bitter, homely spinster. Lol.
Due to some financial difficulties, I have been staying away from malls, and weekends hangout with friends activities.
Although, I'm still a regular cinema patron. Where, most of the time alone i guess.
Think that I have pick up this habit to watch movies whenever and wherever i feel like it.

I'm blogging from my office, this time of the month, I'm a little free. Trying to search for some part time job.
Waiting for time to pass. Waiting for weekends to come. Waiting for...

*skip*

Lets talk about the weather.
It rained endlessly these days. Its all cosy and sleepy. It certainly doesnt help raining in the morning where I have to get up and go to work.

Oh, I almost forgot.

Initially, this post is to talk about Melbourne.
I'm flying to Melbourne in June.

HK first in January.

Turning 23 soon. Reminds me of how fast time flies.

Dangerous stunts

2009-10-19T09:17:00.000-07:00

Kids at home, please do not try to follow the actions.

I have fall (literally) countless of times being a human.
I have always been.
From the bus,
slippery floor,
clean and even roads,
from games,
and today....

i feel from the stairs...to be precise, its diving down the stairs.
strangely it hurts but i dont really feel it.

I could say I'm lucky i'm wearing pants instead of short skirt, or else I'll be so embarrassed I dont think I'll work there anymore.

In a daze today

Around the world

2009-10-18T08:29:00.000-07:00

Well, this idea has been at the back of my head for several years now. Its what I've (well, most ppl) always wanted to do before I'm 30. Somehow it feels like my spontaneous nature will bring me to pack my luggage, hop on a train and I'm gone. How I wish it could be that simple. Drop your job, pack your bags, leave a note to your parents and oh! i'm already at another side of the world.

Well, for what I think, I'll definitely need to make it happen. As I almost forgot that I'll be 23 next year. Thing is, I dont really have a plan. Yet. I'll make one. I'll do researches and I'll fund it. I'm just afraid that by then, I lost the fire. I hope I'll manage till then.

Stepping foot in foreign land, work wherever and whatever to fund my travel. This will definitely be my goal for the next 12 months.

who's with me?

MacQueen's Absurdity

2009-10-07T08:36:00.000-07:00

More brain shocking picture at drizzles

Wax and Burns

2009-10-04T07:25:00.000-07:00

Go to Drizzles for more!

Fly me to the moon

2009-10-03T07:22:00.000-07:00

Its mid autumn festival today.
Not sure if its something worth celebrating.
Well, at least I think its best if its being celebrated.
For I think if it can be omit, i will be the same for coming years.
Are we losing the essence of being a chinese?
Or is it not really that important of a festival.
Even neighbours kid dont play candles or lanterns anymore.
Maybe they are all grown up, just like me now.
As Malaysian, we tend to have too many to celebrate.
So, it doesn't really matter though, to miss some...
Right?

What will matter from now on? And what doesn't?

Goddess

2009-09-27T22:25:00.000-07:00

Prologue

2009-09-26T07:22:00.000-07:00

Clocks ticking.
Times running.
Pocket draining.
Back aching.
Sleep depriving.
Soul depleting.
Mind wandering.
Ideas hiding.
Fat increasing.
Batik completing.
Shoes drafting.
Heart crying.
Accomplished nothing.
While writing.
Clocks ticking.
Times flying.
Moon shining.
Result waiting.
Clothes soaking.
Breeze tickling.
Dream pending.
Friends leaving.
Age catching.
Blogging.

Back from Siam

2009-09-18T23:15:00.000-07:00

I have had a tremendous vacation with my colleagues in Pattaya and Bangkok.

First ride a jet ski
First almost drown after thrown down the sea by the banana boat
First elephant show
First tranny show
First thai cultural show
First cruise dinner
First lost in chatuchak
First spa
First thai massage

This is one of my longest time away from home, most pocket drenching trip i have ever been.
But its all worth the experience.

Next stop will be melbourne.

Accomplishment

2009-08-28T19:35:00.001-07:00

I spent the whole month of August finding ways to earn extra bucks for me to go for a holiday.
Well, my target at first was a bit off....where I tried to earn one k and everyone else thinks i'm a nonsense. Okay, i admit. That was nonsense. There's not really a legal way to earn 1 k in a month having a full time job. If you know of one....i'll hate you for not telling me earlier

It all happened when I decided I'll go to a 6 days trip to bangkok with my colleague and all...
It was end of july then. I had 5 weeks to make it possible.

Some offered to lend money to me, some even say to sponsor me.

Some say to buy lottery...(which i did but did not win )

Some say to sell body.....lol

Of course, as a designer, the most natural thing that comes in mind is freelancing.
But, one thing with freelancing is that you dont really get the money on time.

I sell soya bean. Every 3 days in a week. I go around my office to get people to order soya bean, and deliver it the next day. It kinda worked I dont know why, 80 % of people like to drink soya in my office. I just need to wake up 3 hours earlier in the morning.

I sell soya beans, black soya beans and even soya beancurd.

So far, black soya beans sells best because of its nutrient values that somehow every auntie in my office knows of.

I feel accomplished. Its really great to live life. Well, at least I can prove that I can do it if I am serious about it.

Cant wait to embrace the beach in Pattaya!

Goal Calendar

2009-08-24T05:24:00.000-07:00

After having been trained in The One Academy for 3 years, I realised that I cant really survive without a deadline. And without a target, a bull's eye.

I have been working for a year and realised that I didnt achieve anything thus far. Not portfolio, not winning any competition, no freelance whatsoever. Everyday is just routine, doing the almost same thing month for month by now.

Thats why I thought of setting some goals for myself, short term ones of what to achieve in 2 years. That will be 104 weeks, 730 days. Quite plenty if I really made use of it.

Some people works 20 hours a day. I certainly cant do that anymore. I'm old for goodness sake.
watched UP the other day and realised that really, the adventure is out there. Nothing's gonna happen for real if i keep staying in the same circle, shying away from what is...out there.

I have always had this thought, that is to be able to work overseas. But if I never had a timeline for it, it will never happen.

So, I thought of this GOAL CALENDAR. I worked well with deadline, in fact, cant really work without it. I worked better with things that has some limitation thats why.

What this goal calendar does is to set a goal in a timeline and to be able to accomplish it.
Treat it like a final assesment...and will be graded, so I wont be so half assed about it.

I plan to design it, that is to suit everyone that feels like they need to accomplish something in life...

I do have the rough idea on it though...

1) GOAL
2) DEADLINE
3) ACTIONS
4) OUTCOME
5) ANALISATION

Key things like SWOT analysis. But its a very very initial stage, I hope I could give it more of a thought, figure it out exactly what it takes and needs to accomplish a task.
The loopholes, the design of it in every page and the format of it...whether or not it should be in a book, or it works better with a big ass manilla card, or small notebooks, stick ons, and so on.

It feels like an idea, i need people help me expand it...well, for those who dont think that its stupid.

It would be great if it could be improvised, making it easier and effective achieving something shortterm. At the very least, it makes me feel like i really live everyday doing something.

So, any ideas?

We're IN

2009-08-15T04:35:00.000-07:00

We are IN! Into semifinals for Piala Seri Endon!

Proud to say that all entries from my office colleagues are EEN!

Competition

2009-08-01T03:55:00.000-07:00

Collection of 3 for Batik Competition.
First round ended. Wish me luck!

Fundraising Project

2009-08-01T02:58:00.000-07:00

Right, actually, there's not really a solid plan in my mind.
But I'll erm...try. Haha...

So, it took me half an hour to decide to go to Bangkok with my colleagues. Whereas I think they should go and do sales not design. God, I somehow felt like I just jumped right in into a trap.

In September, we are going to Bangkok and Pattaya. And the budget is at least 1k. Well, given the fact that we went there for like almost a week. Its only reasonable. But the biggest problem is, I dont have the money for a grand trip like this and yet, I am already in. Therefore, I already given up the fact that I am in it and start to think to roll in money. To expand the current savings i got.
Loan is not a good choice for me though.

Now I have got one month to roll in 1 k. Which my mom say impossible, and I shall prove it wrong. Even if not completely wrong, at the very least.

Surprisingly, lady chrystal is going at the exact same date to boot.
Lol....this is unskippable already.

The thing now is how should I fundraise? (legally)

Selling accessories and soya bean is one of it though.

drizzling diamonds

2009-07-20T10:41:00.000-07:00

drizzles

Too much to say

2009-07-03T21:26:00.000-07:00

The Internet has been a pain in the ass for me.

I have trouble going online, not to mention blog.
It might be the cord problem, the modem or I just have the anti Internet waves.

I watched plenty movies recently. Not like my backyard finally grows money tree. I just feel like going into the cinema. And I dont really remember what i watched though.

It has been a long while since the last post.

I am in a process joining Piala Seri Endon, a batik design competition.
Together with another colleague of mine.

I just went to rage HK.

I did not get slimmer. Ate a lot of rice instead.

I think I'll get my hair bobbed. Later today.

Melisa (one of my bestie) went to melbourne.

Things are changing. Somehow I'm still stuck in the same point. In certain ways.
I still hate cockroach. Still fat.

alone in this

2009-06-16T09:35:00.001-07:00

My disappointment washed me up. Totally. And I cried myself to drive back home from the office. I know. I know its coming when its handed to me. The letter. I just hope very much that I wouldn’t be as bad as I imagined. The revision salary topped up to only a 100 ringgit and it seems to me like its begging at the roadside, having to have a very rich man dropping a 50 cents into my cup beside me. I hate the sound of it and I hate how it gets to me and I’m still crying. I cry myself to sleep. I wasn’t able to eat anything. I don’t feel that I can. I am a worrier. I am worried about things that did not happen not to mention things that had happened.

How could he do that? a hundred ringgit is not an appraisal. Even I would never thought its going to be that low. That my worth are only a hundred ringgit after a whole six month. Especially this one that comes with a confirmation. What have I got myself into? Am I not good enough? Am I that bad to the extend I need to beg for appraisal? To tell the truth, I really feel beaten, and I thought I was doing quite a good job. Guess I was wrong. Big time.

Never anyone from the same department ever get the appraisal that low. And it makes me think, am I such a bloody sucker? Did I always makes mistakes? I slack? Or am always late? Why am I being punished like this? Do I deserve it or what?

At lunch time earlier, my car tyre got into a bloody hole that I couldn’t avoid in time and it got busted. And I need to get a new one to replace it and it costs me 150 ringgit. The thought of it makes me wants to vomit. The appraisal that I received is not even good enough to cover the cost of the broken tyre. What a joke. What A JOKE. What is this all about? Why am I getting into trouble and every time I did, it’s a few in a row?

I couldn’t quite figure it out. As I voice my thoughts my tears are still strolling down my cheeks. I am disappointed. Lost. And I couldn’t quite concentrate after the letter. I silently lets few drops down in the toilet and quickly wipe it off before everyone in the office knows about how vulnerable and a crybaby that I am. I didn’t even let my mom know about it. I just slip into my room when I got back, immediately pretend to sleep so I wish that I was a bad dream and I sleep through it.

I will definitely have a word with the boss, telling him that I deserve more and I’ll do just that. I cant imagined what will be the figure for the appraisal the next time if I could endure this time’s. No. I wont budge my standing point. I’ll get what I want. At least a little better than what it is now.

Star clove section.

2009-06-07T01:47:00.000-07:00

Illustrations on the news!

Go wet yourself in my drizzling blog now!

Life is like a roller coaster

2009-06-06T04:33:00.000-07:00

Life is like a roller coaster.
It will go too fast that sometimes, before you can register what happens, it ends.
That sometimes it scares you to wish that it ends immediately.
And looking ugly while on it. Screaming lungs out and hair all messed up.

Or maybe, some people are on it, while I am still on the line waiting for my turn to be at the top of the world. Or still deciding whether not I am going to ride it.

Like Chrystal say, everyone is going to land fame. Or at least Sam and Ah Peng is...

Sam won something at an international competition.
Ah Peng has gotten himself a chance to be a contributor and write for new tide magazine.

Oh I want to win a competition too.

So, before I lost track of my life. I should start planning for Piala Seri Endon...which is coming in a month and a half. And I need to get all those critical thinking back to me.
Conceptualizing and thinking which i ditched since i graduated. and which i shouldnt.

And a lot of polishing needs to be done.

Watch out for next post.

eclipse photoshoot for fallwinter09 behind the scene. If I can manage, I would probably even put a video up!

We are using celebrity models this time round...
They would have their own line too to go with the shoot.

Tripped in June

2009-05-31T06:39:00.000-07:00

Finally its the end of May....
It means 2 things.

I am about to be confirmed in the company ; and
I just got my salary!

And the beginning of June marks...

my journey to Penang and Hong Kong!

I have always wanted to go to Penang, although for no reason...
Most people went there to entertain their taste buds, but my concept of travelling should be relaxing, and oh so comfortable, rest to my hearts content, not waking up in the morning rushing out to get to as many places as possible.

I learned this while doing my assignment, slow travel. I think it makes a point. And it makes sense.

I am going with 3 girlfriends, and I'm pretty sure we are going to get very very crazy. Well, at least I am and I believe I'm pretty contagious.

Of course, pictures will be up soon when event takes place!

Hong Kong trip. Owh....I am so excited about this one. I have only board a plane once, and its to Langkawi. For I think I am pretty pathetic with planes. Having to check in and out and stuff like that. But I am so so so excited! I think I might not be able to sleep the night before.

Although its a work trip, the fact is I have never been to Hong Kong before and just this point makes me jump up and down when my boss tells me I will be able to go with some of my seniors. And what makes the best part of travelling to Hong Kong this time?

ITS THE SALES. Shit, I should've saved from Standard 1 if i knew about it.

God, I'm so gonna be crazy over there. I dont care if I empty my savings. I'm just going all out with all I've got.

And pictures when event takes place too.
The date for both trips are very near too...
I will be blasted. I'm sure.

Oh, I wanted to wish my mom happy birthday here.

Maa....happy birthday....

Twenty two onwards...

2009-05-25T05:17:00.000-07:00

It feels kind of weird to age nowadays, coz i think time passes too fast for me to already turn twenty two. And I have to say i haven't achieve much for living for 22 years. In fact, I dont think i achieve anything. Which is bad, because from now on, a year will feel like a month and I could easily turned 30 without even noticing.

Birthday this year is...hmm...how should i grade it? lol...forget it.

I got a lot of birthday wishes be it sms or facebook.
I am really grateful for friends that remembered my birthday, for I like to feel priviledged on my birthday. If only my boss would gimme a holiday for it. Which I think its impossible.

Which leads to events to my birthday. There are sub Chapters...

Movie Chapter

1. My mom treat me to movie ( wolverine ) on the 15th although she dont understand anything

2. I got another movie treat from Weipeow on the 17th watching angels and demons.

3. I got yet another movie treat from JT, on the 23rd watching startrek.

4. I watched yet another movie ( night at the museum ) with Pek Mun and ah Peng.

Books Chapter

5. I got a present from JT, Ashlei, Chin Hou, Eve, etc...a fashion book about asian designers

6. I got a present from Sam....a fashion book too, about japan fashion designers

7. I got a package this morning sent to my office, turns out to be Chrystal's present which is also a book but she warned me that its no ordinary one. Its a ....uhm....BLACK BOUNDED SKETCH BOOK. Inshort, its a blank note/sketch book.

Cakes Chapter

8. A night before my birthday, 3 suspicious woman tried to tricked me and surprise me which I am really surprised. And they caught me when I am looking at my worse, like just out of the bed, with my shaggiest clothes and most terriblest hairdo. Really want to kick them....but was touched by their effort. Although its not very successful, I am glad they came, bringing in a cake. A fruit cake to be precise.

9. On the 15th when I am working in the office, one of my colleague went up and tell me someone is looking for me and pop up ashlei all of a sudden, right in front of me. I was shocked i didnt really know how to respond. She find the way through my office, which I am amazed of, to pass me a birthday cake so I could share it with my colleague or family.

10. My colleagues/company, brought a cake like how its done for everyone's birthday, so another colleague and I are being celebrated the end.

And I got something from ahPeng which i think I wont mention it here or i'll have to pay 400 bucks. I guess people can celebrate my birthday as long as its still in May. Or else, why do I even being called May right?

I always got the knack of getting similar stuff for a birthday, this year will be books, movie tickets and cakes. The last time in secondary school top on the poll is cup and photo frames.

I thank everyone for the gift and thought. I love you guys.
I still cant imagine I'm already 22. I am guessing when will I get used to it.
Because I anticipated 21 and I did not see 22 coming ...so fast even before I could enjoy enough of 21. Ha...i'm greedy i know.

Post 100

2009-05-02T07:01:00.000-07:00

Without realising its already the 100th post.
Which reminds me...its going to be one year old soon...the blog.
And I am no longer twentyone.

Today I cordially got invited to a karaoke with a bunch of long time no see friends. Or at least its a couple of months already since chinese new year. Not forgetting the fact that we stick quite closely everyday in college. Really missed those times where we had a nest our own.

And I enjoyed it. Really. Its good to meet up with them ocassionally. I so hope they dont pick those times when i'm at my poorest. lol

Today is a friend's birthday. And someone wished him happy birthday through sms and guess what. He didnt know who the hell wished him so i joined in the fun.
We called and he has no idea he's being make fun of. OMG this is so much fun. I restrained my laughter and it almost kill me. LOL

I just thought that I must do that more often. Maybe get a phone line and start to go around calling other people and tell them I know them why you never recognise me.
I should go for more of these outings. Make myself refreshed.

Sorting life

2009-05-01T05:59:00.000-07:00

Few days ago....last Wednesday to be exact,
my colleague aka sifu is involved in a footwear competition in evening shoes category
and she got it first prize.

Although i dont know how much it means to her, I am kind of setting her as my target.
Well, maybe at least I could be the finallist or something for a competition's experience
Not like I HAVE to get it first or something, but I will do my best of course.

My mom announces that she will resumes working tomorrow
which is a total let down. And here i was planning a getaway with 3 days holiday and
i thought, if i can do it, i'll probably wont mind that i never had a holiday again.
Okay, maybe I will feel more empowered to go on with my daily jobs.

Its been a week since i last jogged. Shitty weather i would blame. And i'm serious.
Whenever i planned for a jog, it rains. Or its burning. Should run in the midnight or something.

I have kind of finished all the shopaholic series. Except the second book.
Now I feel like a total dumbass, buying loads in a go. And now i'm broke and in debt.
I lost track of the numbers that i have accumulated.

Its not really a good week to start with, I got myself flu and all and I cant even register properly what happened at work. All i feel is very drowsy and lazy and heavy eyelids and freaking humid.

Met up with Chrystal today bumped into Melisa.
Trying to sort out things, competitions but it seems like my brain is completely shut.
I dont know, just not spinning or in gear. I must have lost a nat or something.
Need to buck up or in a few years time I will feel like a total moron.

I have been reading this new book by S.K. Remember Me?
I guess after this one, I'll stop and work on my 10 things. Or get my life and weight managed.
Properly.

Clean my room for a start. Its horrendous. I dont know how to put it but it seems like my new wardrobe consist of a chair. And my working table, full of things like nail polish and all. And I'm still quite bad at it. Besides papers and clothes, the next thing that has dominated my room is dust. I dont even know how they landed here....I didnt even invite them okay?

Gee...I think I am taking this too long.

Oh, theres one news though. One of my cousin ( same age as me ) is going to turn 22 soon and she is hoping that her blur boyfriend would erm...propose to her or at least surprise her. haha.
And she's giving obvious hints. so funny. But it makes me realise that how big and old we've become. Unlike me, I never thought of a marriage at this age though. But it would be sweet to be married young though. Good luck couzie......just wondering should i tell her bf straight in the head to get him move. lol

Yet another one

2009-04-23T05:26:00.000-07:00

I think I am going crazy these days.

Yesterday, I slept at 4 am.
Guess what I am doing?
I am reading yet another Sophie Kinsella's
Shopaholic ties a knot.

Interesting not about marriage of Luke and Becky, but more on how in depth the author has put into making the story. Well, I kind of guessed the ending...but its better than i thought.
Story about Luke's midlife crisis. And the usual bride with mother in law thingy.

Grand ballroom, cake tasting and listing of presents...
And Danny, and Suze's labour...

Like all those events choir together to make a perfect tune.
I feel the tense as the story goes.

And this is why I can hardly stop halfway, continue the next day.
I know, I'm crazy. But when am i not anyway?

I have been trying to change recently...
And I think I am doing a pretty good job.

I start reading books...like real books without pictures. And I gone haywired with it.
I start to jog....for something i want to accomplish in life.
I start to paint and protect my nails. Well, for some they would have bet on how long would i last doing these routine like say...3 days once.
I actually applied things like handcream and moisturizers....not like a routine but when i thought i need it.
I tried drinking less ice or no ice drinks. although sometimes i just couldnt bear the heat and pops some ice into my mouth.

Things that i need to get rid off is practicing to keep my room clean. Wash the utensils after meal. Wake up like the time i intended to. Start on my 10 IMAGES project!

Need to get my brains working now.

10 things

2009-04-22T07:24:00.000-07:00

There are 10 things i would like to accomplish before I am 25....

It just come to my realization, although might be a little late but life is too short...
So i decided for myself that I should DO IT...and not plan it as it will never quite work out

1. Climb Mount Kota Kinabalu. ( That is why i started jogging now )
2. Watch a Philharmonic Orchestra.
3. Take a course. Whatever is fine.
4. Win a competition.
5. Earn a job in fashion cities such as milan or something
6. Weigh what i targeted
7. Movie marathon ( 24 hours )
8. Get on a hot air ballon
9. Watch an international runway show.
10. Get a boyfriend to do all the above with me.

Which I think number 10 is hardest.
And number 7...movie marathon.

But I believe if 10 cannot manage, I will be able to get my sweethearts to do it with me.

Important it is to have some aims.

I was just thinking should i tag people with this?
Will they erm...throw me with rotten eggs?

I bet they will only use voodoo to curse me that i'll be fat for the rest of my life....
okay...that is EVIL....

So i'll know If i stay fat for the rest of my life will be those who did not do the tags....and hated me for tagging them. ha!

Tag tag.

Melisa ( for being my best childhood friend....dont sleep it over my tag okay? )
Chrystal ( I know you will be staying in TOA for another 2 years...but still...)
Peng Cheong ( you know what, if you do this tag, your pimples will disappear! )
Peow ( for i know u got too much to list down, so please restrain it to 10 only )
JT ( i know you are FREE!!!!)
Ashlei ( and i know you are pretty free too!...sorry i still owe u money )

People that I would like to tag but I can't but do it if you think I'm wrong

Yenny ( for i am quite scared with what she'll come up with...just a feeling though )
Pek Mun ( for she's as worn out as me last year )
Julie ( for i know its quite unrelevant in you blog )

I think I only managed to amuse myself.

Sophie Kinsella

2009-04-19T01:28:00.000-07:00

Look, I am not usually a fan of novels...or books with all the words to blur my vision.
I hardly ever finish reading one. The last one I did was my Form 5 literature book which i don't really remember whats the title anyway. Something to do with pearls i think.

Two weeks ago, I got this sudden urge to read Confessions of a shopaholic mainly because I wanted to taste what people feels like reading difficult thick books like Harry Potter and Narnia before watching the movie just to have a better understanding of the whole plot.

I read it and I wish I watched the movie first before reading it. I kind of got carried away in my thoughts of whats going to happen and theres a lot of expectation from me out of the movie.
Although I did not thoroughly enjoyed it but I really like the movie. If its exactly as the book in the movie, why even bother watching it right?

And recently, I bought another 3 books by Sophie Kinsella, the same author of Confessions of a shopaholic. And I have made my way finish reading the book "Can you keep a secret"

And I think its too good! Lol. Its easy to understand, and for me, I can easily click and connects myself into the story and I kind of start to wish it would turn into a movie as well.
Its so damn funny sometimes, the author's remark and how she made it sound so real that I already have kind of playing "this" imaginary movie inside my head!

Its so addictive that I finish it in one day and a half. For I think its quite fast for me.

I like her books, I like how she portray the characters. Although I think half of it sounds like Becky Bloomwood. Its fantastic nevertheless.

So last night I finished reading it and I kind of imagined IF it were to be a movie, who would be Emma Corrigan? And I thought for a while and weirdly, I thought it would suits Kate Hudson best. I dont know why though...for I dont really take hollywood actor actresses seriously. I can hardly remember their names except for some.

Guess what, I just browse through the internet for some emma corrigan and sophie kinsella.
And I was shocked to see that this story is really going to be a motion picture!
And Emma Corrigan IS KATE HUDSON.

God. Now I want to guess who acts as Emma's boyfriend Jack Harper. lol.

Fantastic. Now I'll have to buy the rest of Sophic Kinsella's book, and I'm broke.

O.R.G.A.N.I.Z.E.

2009-04-13T04:40:00.000-07:00

Talk about being organized...
Yesterday I attempt to re-organize my room, well...it improved a little...i guess

I always wonder if I am good at organizing things...
I think I am good at it when its not at its dead end...structuring things and arrange things when they are not too messy.
But when they are out of control, yea...i can't control it anymore...lol

I realise that my office table is quite decent and clean compare to other people's...
Perhaps, its because my duty is not as heavy.

I just had an organizer....to record down what happen and plan ahead...(if i feel like it)

My computer desktop, be it home or office, is really clean...

One thing that i will never manage to organize is my ting ting tang tang (accessories i mean)
I have tried mooncake boxes, chocolate boxes, organizing tray with little shelves and such...

And for what i know, now i don't even put on any. unless special occasion. For everyday I almost run to my car to get to my office...

But I think this is great for unorganized people like me...

Chanel...pretty cool...isn't it?

Now one wont have to dive to the pit of a bag to search for a lipstick

Notice the resemblance? LOL

First Shoe Debut!

2009-04-05T06:57:00.001-07:00

There you go! My first shoes!

Visit my drizzling blog for full post!

Anticipation...

2009-03-28T08:48:00.001-07:00

In April, I'll be able to attend a fashion show in Pavillion...(well, my company participated)
and it will be my very first time having my shoes being paraded in catwalks by models...
I am very much anticipating how it'll turn out.

In May, I'll also be able to go on a trip to Hong Kong to do some material sourcing...
And meeting suppliers and such...most importantly, its the first time i'm going on a work trip. First time going to Hong Kong, first time going with colleagues and all...

Of course, pictures will be up when the event eventually take place. :)

OAK

2009-03-19T09:21:00.001-07:00

Definitely not about the tree...
more about lust...

Visit my drizzling blog for more!

Well, guss what?

2009-03-04T07:52:00.000-08:00

I Finally watched Benjamin Button.
Although its all by myself....but i feel so contented i watched it.
3 hours is very very long but its worth the butt cramp.

I sit alone with an empty seat beside me where after awhile, another lady, alone, sit beside me...
Lol...Well, I'm not that alone after all...
Loner sits with Loner...

I watched Slumdog Millionaire too last Sunday....I think its one of the best movie of the year!
Really really good....original....and so "live"
Portrayal of the brutality of the reality. "Blind singers earn double"
Not the usual bollywood rolling down the hills whatsoever.

And I like how they did not interrupt the movie with singing and dancing.
I appreciate that they make it happen in the end. So Bollywood.

Both the movies really deserves the oscars...
Thumbs UP

february drizzles

2009-02-22T01:10:00.000-08:00

It is raining on the outside.
I was hesitating and procrastinating a lot.
The movie i wanted to watch...
The person i wanted to watch it with...
The things i would do if i can't make it to the show.

And its end up more like...

The movie i wanted to watch already been watch by lotsa other people
So I left with few people who would want to watch it with me
And so they are all busy...

So i end up sewing my skirt...
My playlist keeps repeating the 3 new songs...
one cantonese song, another english, and another mandarin

To stay at home at a sunday really bores me out.
I keep "brainstorming" to find something interesting for myself to do.
So i end up here...

I wanted to continue to sew my skirt but the sewing shop is closed today.
As i need the edge of the cloth to be trimmed....

Then i thought maybe i could go myself.
In my mind, i'm imagining that the cashier at the cinema counter look at me with sympathy.
I dont want that...

But I still can't believe i couldnt go for a movie today
for goodness sake, its a sunday.

For i still put on little hopes hoping that there will be at least one pops up to tell me...
I'm free lets go for a movie...

I might start on sewing another dress...
Might not.

I kind of hoping miracles happens....though........
The rain stopped...
but it still looks kinda gloomy.

new color pallate for my spring summer collection

Smallest bag in my collection

2009-02-18T07:25:00.000-08:00

night market raid...

Why girls need shoes more than their meal...

2009-02-16T04:22:00.000-08:00

picture credit to flickr

JUST BECAUSE. NO WHY

Valentine

2009-02-13T08:13:00.000-08:00

This year's valentine was almost the same like last year.
Except for the fact that...

i have a job

and i kinda have a stable relationship with the current one...
what i like and what i have always been looking for...

Today i managed to made a business...selling valentine's flower to B who just
got together with A. so cute...

B = the boy
G = the girl
I = I la what else...

B : hey may u got sell flower issit?
I : (not knowing that he has a girlfriend) yeah...you want? give to who leh?

B : To G geh...Got delivery ah? How much?
I : (so excited to know about the news) Woah...then, i'll email you about the details.

B : Okay...i see already i let you know k?
I : Sure (laughing so hard trying to contain)

B : i would like bright coloured flowers...any recommendation?
I : well, theres only 3 to pick from...orange, pink and red.

B : Then i want the orange one...(code XXX = 9 roses with a heart shaped wand) (not cheap too)
I : Okay

I : So its attention to G and its from B la ya?
B : yeah...its attention to G and its from "smiley choc" lol...erm, how about the delivery time? coz going out with her at 11 am like that...and how about the payment?

I : yeah...make sure u bank in asap
B : oh, i never banked in money before, issit okay by tonight? or tomorro morning? sorry u need to keep replying me.

I : Its okay. (so funny right? and so sweet!!! " smiley choc" wahahahaha...sorry...not intended)
B : and oh oh.... dont tell her about it...she dont know wan...:) thanks

I: Ah...i know its a surprise...

An situation of a disasters of dilemma appeared.

I : hey, so sorry the orange roses is sold out. only got pink and red
B : (in despair replied a sms) pink lo....

I : okay...so sorry
B : you see before the actual flower? nice anot the pink wan?

I : (i assured him for such a long long time...and say...if got complain upon receive the flower, tell me )

And after a little testing B done on G...B found out that G doesnt like pink! OMG...

B : Oh no...can i change colour? can i? she dont like pink o
I : I dont know i'll ask and see...

B : ( very gan cheong and say ) kenot change ady a? u busy a? sorry ah...
I : called the supplier and ask....its a green light so i immediately change it to red.

I called B and tell him i already changed it to red.
And he feels bad for changing the colour...as i told him Scarlet red rose is quite a matured colour.
And upon noticing it....he decide for a very long time and

B: Erm, I also confuse already. LOL ....Any suggestion?
I : well, your pink rose can always come next year isnt it? and i assured him that the red will be fine...and the light pink rose is not so good after all...

B : ok la...pai seh ah...later ur supplier also mad for keep changing the flower... lol...no experience ma...haha... thanks also...
I : you are welcomed...

At midnight in msn chatroom....

B : i want to ask...tomorrow she will get it before 10 or before 10 only the supplier start to send it out?
I : (well friends, what do u think?) of course she will get it before 10 la...boy

B : oh okay...why u call me boy?
I : coz u are like kindergarten on a date...so cute so sweet...

well, its alright...most girls will enjoy the frantic boyfriend trying to schedule everything and everything on his fingertips. and the amount of surprises the boyfriend managed to give to the girlfriend. surprise element always does good deed. all girls like pleasant surprises...haha
....so good to be in love.

MY CAR!!!!!

2009-02-09T06:37:00.000-08:00

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Dream

2009-01-28T05:21:00.000-08:00

Fragments of memories i just remembered.
Faded in dreams i'm not assured.
Weird. Painful. Sorrow; too soon
Happens on a lazy afternoon

With the boyfriend i rested.
The birds outside just nested.
Looking out while i wonder;
And my boyfriend just disappear.

I feel weird as i search
I feel weird as i search
Walked into a familiar house
A smell of goodness just arouse

I peek and i see
I see my mummy
Couldn't be reached.
Washed in the wind.

I held the door knob
My heartbeat stopped
I see a woman and a man
Sleeping soundly as best as they can.

The man is the dad
The woman is mad
I can't really figures
All i think is they are adulterers

I yelled for my boyfriend
I scratch and scratch my hand
I bleed and its numb
I'm hurt and its dumb

I closed my eyes
I opened my eyes
I saw a friend thats close to me
I asked her where have i been

She smile and smirked
I'm stunned its weird
I asked about him
She replied with a big grin

About my boyfriend she commented
That he is actually created
To hurt me to leave me
without reason it seems to be

He's an imagination.
My feelings are imagination.
The truth are imagination.
My world are an imagination.

And i was told
It was the work of my old
boyfriend that i leave
due to reason he didn't believe

Revenge and sorrow
Like the lions and the crow
Walking in the rain
is where i faint

Someone called....
it stopped.

I dreamed...will it come true.
I so wished it wouldn't

Never going to take long afternoon nap again.

honey honey honey

2009-01-12T05:18:00.000-08:00

ihey honeys.....

Finally the jar picture is here!

This is the size....for RM 17!

What have I DONE?

2009-01-06T06:59:00.000-08:00

It seems like it has been a while since i last blogged..

Have been working on some BIG BIG.....
Hair accessories.

This is one of the first one i did!

Its super huge it looks like a berret....

Damn big isnt it? And i kind of like how my long fringe covers my eyes...

*peek* hehehe

its all handmade...haha

actually does anyone dares to wear such a statement on your head to walk out of your house?
share with me...

Giant Hairclip

2008-12-28T04:08:00.000-08:00

teehee...

BUZZZZZZZ

2008-12-22T04:16:00.000-08:00

I know it is not even christmas yet...but i am doing this already.

I am a bit ahead of normal people...so,

I am selling bee hive biscuit this chinese new year!
Its home made!

Let me tickle your tastebud by influencing it through your eyes....haha

mmm.....

It will go by jar, those who are interested...

7 cm per piece

32 pieces per jar

RM 17 per jar

What are you waiting for?

look, even good for deco...haha

by the way....

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
passing the blessings...

Shoes and Presents

2008-12-20T06:24:00.000-08:00

Guess what i found?!!!

OXFORD SHOES!!!
i have been wanting them for the longest time and this time I FOUND IT!

its in a brown patent! how cool is that....
if i had more cash, i would buy the white and black too!

i think i will be sleeping with it tonight!

and

Early christmas present!

Ah peng is so sweet to have bought me these lovely fabric from kamdar yesterday at mid valley

i will be making a gorgeous piece with this one....

Harem Pants

2008-12-13T04:48:00.000-08:00

somehow, the inspired pants by limi feu (above) has changes and alterations here and there therefore...
it looks more like...this.....(although its from the same collection...)

And my version of both combined (i think) looks like this....

Harem pants side view.

This version is worn with footless tights...

this too...

the pants is pulled 3 quarter...

this one is worn without footless tights

I know its kind of too many pictures here...cant help it...wahaha

fullbody...

terrible pose terrible hair. hahahaha

am proud of my pants...:)

although my sis say it looks like clown pants...

Reporting first day

2008-12-01T07:55:00.000-08:00

In the morning, i was introduced to other colleagues. There are so many names i cant remember all of 'em. I got a mac for work. And its making me mad. Half of the day was to fix it, and restart it.

Its very warm in the office together with the burning laptop, it feels feverish...
I was quite excited to finally be able to do fashion related stuff. I need to relearn everything from now on....today i have been given a slight idea about "vm" which is visual merchandising. To put it simply....window display. Thats a lot to learn from now on.

Of what i did today, i edited and labeled shoes with respective codes to be put up to online website.
And i am very amused to see all the raw materials from shoes before its being paired and formed up such as chains, little rings, metal clasp etc.

And i love the sewing room. I must find one day to discreetly learn from all the masters there.

Last but not least, while i was trying to adapt to the environment and the people there, i feel so assured and comforted when people around me gives me encouragement and ask me about my long awaited new job. I feel like hugging all of you at one go. I will label my pillows and bolster with all of your names and hug them at one go....while falling asleep...

Saudara saudari sekalian....saya sayang pada kamu...

Yesterday...

2008-11-28T17:43:00.000-08:00

However, yesterday felt like such an eventful day.
It was my last day in AdAsia. I didn't know how can i go through the remaining hours in the office.
I hop around disturbing my colleague and i felt a lot of sadness for going to leave.
It seems very fast that i am not one of them anymore. I did not get to pick names to buy christmas present to...i am not their colleague anymore. It somehow feels a bit bitter.

Well, i did have a farewell lunch with Jeremy, Sufee, Shane, and Shinni. I will so miss them. Their jokes and quote of the day are most awesome and out of the world. Not forgetting to thank them for polluting my brain. Dirty jokes foul words and etc...

Yesterday afterwork i "kinda" force the girls to eat dinner with me as well as go shopping for a little. We did have fun like how we laugh our hearts out so loudly as if its our home.

And yesterday i first experienced what does it mean by shopping online. It feels quite surreal and i still prefer to go shopping and buy clothes. At least i know the clothes fits me properly before purchasing it. But well, those clothes online i cant find it anywhere.

Little did i know that yesterday was also kancil awards...
and Chrystal told me that The One Academy swept quite a lot of prize and Sam got shortlisted.
I feel so proud for them.

Such a mixed feeling.

And yesterday is Mr November's birthday. Did not get to celebrate with him, he's such a busy guy.

I dont feel like uploading pictures for this post.

The Garment...

2008-11-23T08:44:00.000-08:00

I am working on now which is the limi feu inspired, is taking long time...and will took way longer time than expected...

but at the mean time...i experiment with some accessories...hair accessories that is...

The Christmas bow

Would the person who wears it looked like a present?

Close up...i used a single fold bias binding cloth strip to make it...

This is how the hair clip looks like...i know...horrible and messy stiches...
But it guess...it cant be seen when worn...

Tadaa...

How it looks like on the hair...
I forgot to comb my hair...A better picture will be up tomorrow when i wear it to work.

Cheerios...

Sketches

2008-11-23T08:32:00.000-08:00

some things i drew during free time in the office...

its not very good...but i will improve

Art Class

2008-11-23T08:05:00.001-08:00

These a some kids from the art centre i am teaching part time right now...
They are just too cute not to be posted

This is Clarrise

This is Nicholas and Sam...or was it Sam and Nicholas...
Okay...on the left is Sam and on the right is Nic...
They are 2 years apart but usually we can hardly tell...i thought they are twins.

This is Wallace, who lives in his own world.

This is Alyssa...she can colour really well...Clarisse's younger sis

This is Nicole and I

And this is her with her artwork

This is Chun Hoong...a chubby little fella...

This is Tze Yann...with her giraffe

This is Eunice...so adorable...Wallace's younger sis

More to come next week...

Goodness GRACEious

2008-11-16T02:06:00.000-08:00

TADAA!

my first rubberbandless skirt

this is how it looks like when its worn

I am preparing for another piece in black...inspired by limi feu...

hopefully it works...!

Offer Letter...

2008-11-15T03:21:00.000-08:00

Lets pan the camera back to last 2 weeks.

I went for an interview in eclipse and well....it went quite well..

but by that time i still did not know how the result will be so i was quite anxious that they did not call me or mail me after 2 days, so i decided to inquire myself.

I emailed the person in charge and i was told that i will get my offer letter around 2-3 weeks tops...

And last wednesday...i got the offer letter.
The salary figure is 200 lesser than what i have currently.

Nevertheless, i dont really feel dissapointment or anything...
i just feel that i am blessed to be able to find what i like doing.

I signed the agreement on the spot.
I did not want to think any further. I did not want anyone or anything to influence me to do what i think is best for myself.

I went back to my current office and felt that...i actually will miss all the great people i have met...they are some of the best people i get to meet...they are such a fun bunch.
i will so miss them!!!

the tough part is resigning.
dont really want to mention more.

and i hope i can go get to visit kuala selangor next week...

next up is my finished new skirt-grace...

*runs off to sew button and hem*

New skirt sneak peek

2008-11-09T09:01:00.000-08:00

New skirt - grace

Material...cotton
Colour... Gray
Tulip skirt

Now i couldnt decide on the type of button i should use.

same colour cloth button?
pvc button?

tadaa!!!

Left hand

2008-11-09T01:47:00.000-08:00

And i was wondering how many people are right handed and how many people are left handed.

Maybe u think i had too much of free time.

Today my mom had a conversation with our neighbour saying that she hits her daughter's left hand because she's a leftie basically. And what's more amusing is...the parent herself IS a leftie.
Her reason was...when she's young no one taught her that she can't use her left hand.

Ok...now...whats wrong with left hand? Is that a sin? Left hand are meant to be handicapped and its appearance is just to look balanced? What differentiate a left hand and a right hand anyway?
Right hand is more "right" to use? Untill now i still don't get it.

My mother's side contains a lot of leftie. My mom is not one of them but half of her siblings are leftie because my grandmother is a leftie. But she is being beaten and forced untill she is uses her right hand. Ok, then i thought its because her era is different from ours.

I myself is lefthanded and i always wonder why am i a left handed. This is because my family has no leftie and when i was young i always thought that its unfair why mom and dad can hold my sister's hand to write while i dont have the same priviledge...

There's also a case that my cousin who's now a teacher is a leftie originally...but was beaten by this teacher and forces her to use her right hand. Then now her teacher's daughter is being teached by my cousin and the little girl is a leftie. How to explain this? Did that teacher hit her own daughter for being left handed?

And most products are created for right handed people such as cutting blade, camera, etc.
But i dont hate that fact that i am a leftie because it trained me to use quite a balance of left hand and right hand. I use my right hand handling the mouse. I use right hand to twist bottle cap. I use right hand to use a camera.

I think that human are created equally. We got two eyes two ears. I was wondering why didnt those people uses only the right eyes to see and the right ears to hear? I think that using the hand that is most comfortable to ourself is the "right hand".

And to think that most people untill now dont know where is left and where is right...

What boring sunday

2008-11-02T06:57:00.000-08:00

Need to plan for my sundays...

Usually after work i just sleep it off and its monday!
Can it get even worse?

Next sunday ( 9th )
-Watch movie.
-Shopping

Next next sunday ( 16th )
-travel to kuala selangor

Next next next sunday ( 23rd )
-sing K!!!

Next next next next sunday ( 30th )
-call everyone on my contact list just to say hi!

Now thats more like it. I feel like i want to go skating. Who's up?

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Puffy skirt number 2 - status (done)

2008-10-30T11:12:00.000-07:00

Nightmare before halloween

2008-10-30T07:59:00.000-07:00

New Bangs...

New leggings...

My goodness...i cant see where my waist is....

Hair Makeover

2008-10-27T04:06:00.001-07:00

BEFORE...

After two hours worth of 150 ringgit...

haha...

Puffy skirt number 2

2008-10-26T06:48:00.000-07:00

MiuMiu inspired skirt

mine is different colour palate though...

Maybe i should add a black stripe to enhance the versatility

Black stripe added at the hem of the skirt....

Ugh...i hate ironing the stripes...i hope the results are worth the work...

Rebellious at old age.

2008-10-22T05:39:00.000-07:00

I remember going through this stage in early secondary school...

I cant believe i am going through it once again.
Whats with this?
Am i just stubborn for no reason?
I am trying to figure it out too

These few days i got no mood to work at all...
Being manipulated
An output machine and a lot and a lot of boh song ness...

Repeating the same old thing with colleagues and all they suggest is...

Just deal with it...do what my superior wants...
Get it done and let it pass...thats it.

Come to think of it, these kind of cold war going on between me and my cd is kind of tiring and depletes my energy faster than i think...

I for one...want to do a good job...
be it for the company or for my own portfolio

Its a pitch job...come on....
I am serious...and you just want to rush out the job instead of getting good ones

I know this person doesn't like people disagree with him over everything...
especially his design

Then again...i cant really understand his aesthetics...
A concept. An idea.
It can be bungkused in many ways...
It just depends on what kind of look and feel are on par with the concept, the client and the scale of the project.

Good....tissue box is good.....make everything tissue boxed...

tissue box billboard...tissue box booklet....tissue box invitation card...how cool is that...
remember...you are not pitching for a tissue account...its property for goodness sake

Great....tomorrow i am going to get the tissue boxes done and thats it.
Like my colleagues said...it is not worth the time and energy to argue over things that is like a stubborn stain.

But i feel like storming into his room tomorrow and reason with him. There MUST be a way to finalize these...

I felt sorry to adobe illustrator and indesign software using them to do something so tasteless

Because when you are stubborn...i am stubborner...

A dash of happiness...

2008-10-16T05:54:00.000-07:00

Still remember this? A pair of shoes i bought not too long ago.

The surprise it gave me...

Nowadays I am trying to find things to amuse myself.
To find the dash of happiness in my life and in everything i do.

Life is getting tougher...Decisions are getting harder to make.
Hope and Wishes fading out to hide themselves.

But I believe whatever happened happens for a reason.

And while stuck in the jam for almost 2 hours...i do some light scribbling.

Not that fantastic but at least it made me feel that the jam is not that bad afterall.

These few days i feel quite discouraged. Work thingy.

Just dont get it.

Oh...

Another magical moment

its a rainbow. havent seen it for quite some time.

Its faint...but its there. Now, that makes a difference...

someday...i hope i can make a difference.

My Heart

2008-10-14T22:08:00.000-07:00

This is the first time i blog from my office workplace.
Yesterday was my first mc.
Yesterday too i understand what working life is all about...

Today still not fully recovered, i am back at my workplace and once again being used as an output machine. I know i know...this is what working is all about.

And yesterday there was an offer from some company i applied before.
Was thinking should i go there?
At the same time greedily thinking that there will be somewhere else that would suit me better.

Staying in? Going out?
No idea what is coming ahead of me.

The studio now is as quiet as a sleeping baby.

Nothing really drives me now.

Some thinking that being 21 is really young. Can do all sort of fun stuff.
But i am thinking i shouldnt waste time and to go for what i wanted to do.
But i dont really mind getting more experience before going towards my dreams.

What are they? Where are they?

Sinking....i mean...thinking....
Wouldnt it be like...starting everything all over again?

Still wondering if i should make that call...

ahh...headache la...

Graduation photo part 2

2008-10-11T04:05:00.000-07:00

Convocation (duo pictures in robe)

2008-10-10T07:55:00.000-07:00

On the memorable 5th of Oct...
its the big day for every Batch 55 and Batch 58

Because....

WE GRADUATED!!!

my mortar board and i

DUO PICTURES....

Shawn

Samantha

Wei Peow

OPX

JunnTseng

Kah Khing

Ben

Suraya

Amanda

Sasa Ling

Xydra

Ang Ang Ang

Peng Cheong

Kai Chan

Ashlei

Juliana

Ya Ying

Ah Ying

Chrystal (dont know when she became goddess)

Next up will Trio pictures in robe.

Under the Robe

2008-10-09T07:01:00.000-07:00

On the 5th Oct is my graduation day...
this is what comes under the robe.

Mysterious...

I think i look thinner in this dark cloth. should wear more dark colours...
Yau yeng dao....

mango

2008-10-04T00:32:00.000-07:00

Usually these kind is so not my style.
Usually doesnt even caught my eyes.

But its for 20...how could i resist you?

dumping in whatever

2008-10-02T06:50:00.000-07:00

my white dress!!!

New cloths....
planning to sew layered summer dresses...i want to be colourful! haha

Still searching for nice checks cloth.

Highwaisted Debut

2008-09-29T07:45:00.000-07:00

however all the details gone...

my camera is dying on me...

Just a bit of splurging part 2

2008-09-28T05:28:00.001-07:00

Here goes the pictures since last shopping for RAYA

2 piece from the night market. Love the fabric.

Close up...somehow matching with my shoes below...

This is the white tartan from Nose Warehouse sale

This is one of my favourite sandals so far...very very comfortable. The yellow straps are rubberband

Stilletos...heels in metalic

red patent...(LOVE)

Leather medium sized bag. From nose warehouse sale...

Big clutch...Nose warehouse sale...

Studed clutch...fierce mou...

Gorgeous find at the night market

High waisted carrot cut jeans...doesnt look amazing here...
but well, looks good on me... love the button details

This is my convocation dress...

Both the jeans and the dress are from...

TOP

and BOTTOM

top and bottom in kuchai lama...great shop and gorgeous people...:)

In coming...

2008-09-26T21:22:00.000-07:00

Sewn a dinner dress..

tadaa...the finished product...

Cant see the bow details which is a waste...

This is how it looks like without the sash...

This is the close up shot...i super love the fabric...subtle texture...

This is my favourite part....the black lining at the hem...
Thanks to my mom...

I worn it to the dinner already...
Quite tight for me...will need to lose another 2 to fit comfortably...

For every dress or clothes i finished...theres a tagline i want to shout to the world...

"I SEE BEH PROUD LO"

hahaha...

Just a bit...

2008-09-25T07:46:00.000-07:00

I have been splurging on things this month. As if I myself are celebrating Hari Raya. Except for the fact that i didnt fast during the month of Ramadan.

On Nose warehouse sale last sunday at RSH Subang, I spent on:

-a pair of white and tartan pumps
-a pair of yellow sandals
-a clutch
-2 medium sized bag

And I went rummaging through the night market and has found things like

-2 pairs of pointed toes (one red one black)
-another clutch bag...(just what i'm looking for....)
-a skirt

Nevertheless, since i will beattending dinner and convo very soon, I went to a colleague's friend's indi boutique (top & bottom) and managed to get myself

-a black dress
-a pair of high waisted jeans

So this month i splurge like i really owned MAYBANK

And i was thinking of getting a pair of nice earrings to go with the rest. Or should i just wear the old ones?

Its good to Raya coz a lot of good stuff will slash prices to accomodate the celebraters...of this festive season, so why not take advantage of it?

Pictures will be soon up for my own eye candy. HEEE...

Summer dress...

2008-09-18T09:34:00.000-07:00

Cloth, needles and thread has been in me for the past...15 years?

I love and enjoy sewing and i dont know why.
I like to see the end product but was not patience enough to do it over and over again just to repair some mistake. The work is tedious.

Somehow...after the first skirt, I got the urge to sew more things to wear.
On Wednesday, i went to buy a whole lot of cloth to practice my sewing skills and hopefully i can cater customizing things for people.

May I present my new dress...
Tube dress...

Well, talk about size...i guess this is free size....since my sisters and i can all fit in.
Its quite awesome to wear something i sew for myself. Although it is not perfect, at least i can wear satisfaction.

Good news is...its smocked front and back.
yes...the seams are kinda ugly.

Ruffles are sewn at the hips to add volume to the tube dress...
And also for me to have some space so the skirt won't break when i sit...:)

S size model...small and petite

Youngest sister...my M size model...tall and slim...

back...

the L size model....myself...
meaty and plump...

sideways....
i looked awful after a day's work.
so i better not show my face.

signing off...its late anyway...

My first skirt!

2008-09-13T09:08:00.000-07:00

New skirt in terracotta orange...
Sewn in light yellow thread...

6 buttons in an array in front of the skirt....

the skirt!

the close up

the closer up...haha...with customized buttons

myself in the skirt...

one more...

tadaa...

its a a rubberband waisted skirt...

customizing it to sell...

interested? anyone?
if anyone is interested, can drop me a comment or email...heee

Running

2008-09-05T08:28:00.000-07:00

out of time
out of motivation
out of ideas

uninspired unmotivated

who are able to inspire me...what are able to...

things aren't getting any better.
broken things are not mended
fats are not disposed
work is not getting anywhere

perhaps i should get some books on how to sew straight lines.
next post will be on the new skirt

hopefully its not as bad and can be worn...

inspire me!

these few days

2008-09-03T07:10:00.000-07:00

i have been thinking alot.
might be good might be bad

to juggle between dreams and finance.
is it really possible?

i thought that it might be too much for me to handle...
on the other hand, i thought...if it must start why not start earlier

and even considered not wanting my car anymore...
and then i thought i shouldnt give up that easily

*Does 50 times sit ups*

Pun Choi

2008-08-31T20:48:00.000-07:00

Yesterday's yesterday's event

ok, there i flood my post with only pictures....
and dl as you please.

Sorry guys, picture quality getting bad...due to the camera

enjoy

phew...

Chrystal 21 recap

2008-08-28T05:45:00.000-07:00

the birthday girl (front view with new hair cut and colour)

The birthday girl (back view...whistles~~~)

All about Chrystal....

faces of chrystal

CAMWHORING SESSION....WARNING! NOT FOR THE FAINT HEARTED

first stop...Pavillion

life mannequins...moving around every 5 minutes...

shops i never thought would exist in malaysia...

and shops like this....and

this...

So we decided to get Ashlei's eyebrow trimmed on chrystal's birthday

before...

and the painful progress

JT in stripe hoody

the "I am Innocent" face

the "i am so tired of driving" look

the "i watched drama till morning" look

i look like pick pocket thief

ps: not for diabetic people ok?

the nerd face

pulling poses and please bear with it

happy three friends....or love triangle?

ashlei and i

i and ashlei

chrystal and i

on the legendary staircase

head starts to grow on jt shoulder

the reference...

the imitation...FAIL!

the three musketeers

stripeys...

the photo that i am so proud of...

food.....

food.....

ok, actually there are more pictures...but i think this is enough...already took me 3 days to complete this task...haha

happy birthday to chrystal...
she is holding an audition for all the eligible bachelors soon...

this makes the last picture...21

Planning...

2008-08-23T07:58:00.000-07:00

to take a course.

There are few things i am quite interested in...
such as:

Make up
Hair styling
Language
Sign language

sigh....need to do something or i'll rot.

Pictures of old new stuff and new new things

2008-08-20T07:13:00.000-07:00

Went to rummage the pasar malam with ashlei today to reload my office's pantry's tidbits at the same time getting some really cheap bargainable stuff. I love my new stuff. Wahaha...

new bag * pasar malam * 30 bucks

pantone chart tee * pasar malam * 18 bucks

duo colour scarf * 18 *

new accessories
all earrings * Leisure Mall * 10 bucks
necklaces * pasar malam * 28 bucks

turtle necklace. plan to scout for another rabbit one to be worn together. * pasar malam * 13 bucks

earrings close up

throne doubly necklace * pasar malam * 15 bucks

guess what? rubberband to tie my hair * pasar pagi * 1 bucks
theres another one glow in the dark.

navy blue skinny * nichii fashion city * 53 + after 10 percent reduction

long stripe top * F.O.S * 13.60 bucks

mascara * elianto * 25 bucks

hairband * pasar malam * 2 bucks

Geek glasses will be edited in tomrrow.

Am sleeping with my new stuff tonight....teehee

Will rummage night market again next week. stay tuned...

Random

2008-08-18T07:51:00.000-07:00

Denim skirt
Blue gray scarf
Thin stripe long top
Geek glasses

its time to get a bigger mirror.

Wall E
Vanilla Coke
KTM
Itallianese style bread for dinner

Awaiting tomorrow's surprise.

Without Realizing...

2008-08-15T22:32:00.000-07:00

Its already one and a half month working in Adasia.

Sometimes i feel mad over work, sometimes i dont know what else to do that I went to disturb almost everyone in the office. Listening to the radio is no more as distracting, rather, not listening to it makes me feel like theres something wrong. Haha...

The morning coffee i took everyday is no longer cold one. And its not the usual 3 in 1 coffee either. Starting August, I have been taking more time in the morning dressing up to the office. But still time is too short for me to do make up and my hair. I think dressing up nice makes my day. At least, I have confidence in myself.

The truth is I dont carry well a lot of the clothes, but I am working on ditching my spare tyres.
Nothing beats my shopping spirit despite the fact that i shouldn't spend more this month.

I am getting used to the working environment, the fact that we make fun, and imitate our colleagues and bosses. But, I am getting too comfortable with work. It doesnt feel like working.
I don't think much anymore. I became lazy to think thinking that "oh well, not like the idea is gonna be accepted". And so i just go with the flow. Nodding in agreement. Off and on i did object on things and for the rest of the day, I felt like I did something wrong for voicing it out.

Maybe i should think more of my future, venture into more things that i am interested in. Like sewing my skirt....

Just when i am too free, I realized that....I don't really excels in anything.
Nothing that makes me proud of myself.

This reminds me...I need to watch Wall E. Who's in?

Skirt

2008-08-15T08:04:00.000-07:00

In the previous post, i mentioned i plan to sew my very own skirt.
Its my first attempt sewing something to be worn...
Usually, the things i have the courage to sew is small bags and pouch and such.

2 hours for measuring and cutting.
4 hours spent on sewing.

What hasnt been done is the finishing such as the buttons, and the hem of the skirt that needs some final touch...haha

Work in Progress:

Now this is the skirt and my one of my best friend, my mom's sewing machine.

This piece of cloth is bought long long time ago and initially, i was going to turn it into a vest or slack. But i think it would be good to start off with something easy first.

And the frusfration is that...should i turn this piece of sewn cloth into a low waisted skirt, high waisted skirt or into a top? It works 3 ways....its humongous enough

Or maybe a shawl also no problem. just a little ugly.

Another thing that makes me hesitate to sew in the buttons are...
how am i gonna place the buttons?
there are thousands of ways to put it.
Above are one....

I guess this one is more of a common one...

Or maybe i could turn the leftovers into a big bow. Might look ridiculous...but i love bows.
Maybe just a little too big and loud.

A better view of the skirt. Its actually checkered but very very subtle.
Seams are sewn in greyish blue thread so i made it possible to wear it with the scarf i bought the other day.

Maybe i should post up the new stuff ....for my own eye candy. and maybe yours.

Wishlist

2008-08-09T22:09:00.001-07:00

On this months list.

-Long stripe shirt from F.O.S for RM 13.60
-Black frame glasses from Vincci Accessories for RM 23.20
-2 colour scarf from E-shine collection for RM 18.00
-Mascara from Elianto for Rm 25.00

Total - RM 79.80 (round up RM 80)

Next months list will be...

-Black skinny jeans
-Long grey cardigan
-Black peeptoe semi transparent from Vincci for convo (September)
-A medium sized bag
-Long necklaces from diva (September)
-A haircut. And a change of a new colour. (by October)

Plans

- I promise to sew a skirt for myself
- I decided to sell beehive biscuit next new year.
- I might sew my own dress for convo
- I will acheive my "kam fei" target by convo.

the F.A.I.T.S. disease

2008-08-05T08:27:00.000-07:00

Recently, i realised that i have this FAITS (shortform) disease since i work.

I dont know if other people suffer from the same disease, but it seems that I have it quite seriously.

FAITS (forgets about important things syndrome) is getting on me.

In 2 months time, i forgot to bring my cellphone for around 5 times.
I forgot to lock my car (especially Mayvi) for 3-4 times since i drove it.

Today, I forgot my wallet which gets locked inside the office compound with my parking ticket inside. End up, i need to call my colleague to call another colleague to call my boss who has the key to turn back to office while he's on his way home to unlock the door for me so i can get my wallet to retrieve my car.

Shameful to say, i know.

I need to be reminded to a lot of things these days.
I forgot that i have an appointment and make another appointment at the same time.
I forgot what i just ate an hour ago.
I forgot I am a male or female sometimes.

Sometimes, i just get out of my car with slipper and walk to the office, halfway through it feels weird and i went back to my car again to look for my shoes.

Good news.

2008-08-05T08:16:00.000-07:00

I managed to lose some weight.
My cousin has paid me my freelance payment.
Sale is in front of me.
But then...convo is just around the corner.

I saw a grey top few days ago.
I went again today. Its GONE!!!

How come!!!?
Boh Song liao....

I'm not happy today. About work.

Just a short one

2008-08-02T08:48:00.000-07:00

Few days ago, Internet was down...terribly.

I couldnt blog.

I was "geram"

Today, went out with my colleague. To Klang.

Thats all...I'm all worn out.
And tomorrow i need to do some company stuff still.
Need to present on Monday

And I am currently having a terrible hiccup to the point that it hurts my throat and chest.

No Subject

2008-07-29T08:04:00.000-07:00

I got too many things in mind...

Myself, my work, my family, my friends......my income...

I got my pay today. I spend more than i earn.

I need to work part time. Since i have time.

My mom is ill. She will need to go for a surgery soon.
I am afraid.

I got good friends...while i am not one.
I think i need to open up more...while i couldnt bring myself to do it.

I wanted sew my own clothes. And i am not good at it...

I got a messy room...I need to clean it up.

I am tired. I need to be more independent. And more reliable.

I am a grown up.

I need to do what i think is right.
But tell me, what is right? how is right? when will i be right?

I am alright.

Astro Talent Quest Concert

2008-07-27T02:54:00.000-07:00

Mum: There are free tickets to go to concert for Astro Talent Quest. Do you want to go?
Me: Really? How many tickets you got?
Mum: 2 VVIP, 2 VIP and 4 free seating.
Me: How come we got the tickets?
Mum: Your dad's friend give one...
Me: Wah...so good. Okay, we take all. I'll ask my friends to go.

And i seriously thought that all my friends would be as excited as me to go since its FREE!
I was in my wrongest...
I messaged 10-15 people asking those who are free and interested.

Kinda have too high expectation

Chrystal and Ashlei and my mom went with me....

We all thinks that its very worth the time....

Chrystal and I at the entrance...

The ticket...

I wore a checkered trench with black leggings. With my nikon d70

I looked like a drag Queen aka agua aka pondan aka other names for crossdresser.

view from vip seat in Stadium Negara.
Chrystal took the picture one...

Chrystal and Ashlei in the VIP seat.

The Cybershot hand...

Beginning of the competition...loud and colourful

There are more but all almost the same wan....sammore sit so far...cant zoom enough la...
Behind me was those photographers with their 2 feet long cameras....walao...gengness
How to fight like that la....

After that, we went to Mongkok Char Chan Teng...
Eat our desserts and supper....
so while waiting for our food and a camera in hand, what else can we do?

Of course...

THIS! and...

this.....and more of.....

This...new discovery...posing with your friend's hand...
Hard to make it natural...

theres one....though...

Credit to chrystal's hand....

Somehow, things got out of control and.....

Credit to Chrystal's hand and Ashlei's hand....

The unbelievable thing is that....notice the poster behind?
The hand gesture actually compliments the picture....

Kwok Chun On says....GOOD...

It was a fun weekend...

that i forgot to give my car a wash again...

End.

I WANT TO ...

2008-07-25T23:48:00.001-07:00

1. lose weight
2. earn more money
3. plan my future

okay, i want to look good during graduation.
i want to shed off those unwanted parasites which have been living on my tummy for such a long time. anything but useless...not like i need them to keep me warm. I am already warmer than a lot of people.

Lets not make unrealistic target, but i wanted to weigh at least 55 kg during graduation.
That would be 7.5 kg in 2 months time.

This time i am determined (although i am supposedly to be determined 10 years ago)

Really. Serious. How many times i get to graduate anyway.

Plan two on the way. Maybe i would want to find some business partners.
Or to get more freelance job. Or to do part time. Or teaching kids arts and craft. Or make things to sell. Or the simplest, taking over my family business.

ok...lets scratch the last one.

Ashlei bday recap

2008-07-25T21:58:00.000-07:00

It was a hectic monday for me, jobs needs amendments, and i needed to stay somehow longer than usual. And since its a terrible situation as i need to leave and to get ashlei as promised, i sneaked out of the office. Of course...things are done beforehand.

730 and i go get ashlei...
took a detour while she is being blindfolded manually.
by hands.

my assistant booked the place and bought lovely cheesecake...
decided to dine here....

my dependable assistant and the surprised birthday girl

Jt with his camera....

who wouldnt stop snapping...with flash.

here is 2 of the guys who are early...

ashlei's pink combo...

Group picture without me but with chrystal

Group picture without chrystal but with me.

It was fun making fun of Ben, who are late....
I remember you owe us a punishment...

Today's internet line is better than the rest of the day. I have been keeping this for a few days now.

Signing off. I was hoping to blog more. Oh well, have to depend on the internet line...

Girls....please behave yourself!

2008-07-19T03:10:00.000-07:00

I'll skip the bon odori post....
it took me 3 days to upload all the pictures and type the post....
and it only takes the internet 5 minutes to fail my post to be published...
i decided to give up after a couple of hours....

next up is a night out with the girls...

been to itallianese and watched a movie....

Actually girls, i think i have been possessed by something la....
Dont even know why am i so crazy that night....

But definitely enjoyed myself...too much....
I'll post the pictures here....you girls get it from here k?

ah...lets go out again before the mega sale ends....alright?

girls: ALRIGHT!

Signing off....

My first project.

2008-07-12T20:52:00.000-07:00

My first project is designing directional sign.

The earlier bunting and stage design is more of like something leftover for me to finish it up.
This time, its my very own project.
Start and End by me...haha

I am suppose to design signs for a condo residence in sunway.
Looking forward to it...it should be fun and interesting!

Ok...Back to work